It’s 3:30 am and I can’t sleep. Dozens of thoughts and emotions running around in my pretty little head. Some good but mostly not.
I’m worried. About all the things I have to do, about the ways my life is changing, about how to manage this interim life, about my future……but mostly about my girl. True’s been up and pacing tonight and when she settles back into her bed she groans. I’d bet she does this most nights but that I’m so deeply asleep I never know.
I think to myself it will be over soon, sweet girl, and start to cry.
What a way to start a new chapter in my life. What a way to start this incredible adventure. But I suppose, in a way, that all beginnings start from endings so this is the beginning of the end and the beginning of the beginning will start soon.